Episode Transcript
[00:00:01] Welcome to the Closeness Podcast, your new sensual meditation. Tari My name is Tari, and I'll be guiding you on this unusual little adventure.
[00:00:16] Close your eyes and imagine it's Sunday morning, light barely streaming in through your silk drapery, leaving streaks of its bright reflection on the wall. You're lying in your very large, comfortable bed, splayed out. Feels good to move your toes and drag your legs back and forth against the soft, crisp sheets. You're probably naked, or as naked as you would allow yourself to be. And on this particular Sunday morning, it's very cold outside.
[00:00:54] The weight of your blanket feels comforting, soothing, deeply relaxing.
[00:01:03] Breathing in and out, you give yourself a nice long stretch, the kind where you just arch your back and reach over your head with your arms, retract your shoulder blades. It feels really good.
[00:01:21] And as you arch your back, you're suddenly met by your partner's waist, pressed up against you, beside you, spooning you.
[00:01:34] His arm easily slides underneath your neck and you feel ultra cozy as you bend your knees a little bit towards your chest and draw them in so that your ass can just nestle cozily right up against him.
[00:01:51] That's it. It's amazing how.
[00:01:54] How shall we say, responsive he is as you feel things begin to stir down there. But things aren't really awakened quite yet.
[00:02:05] Taking his other hand, he reaches over your waist and up towards your chest and cups your breast firmly again, making you feel safe and held.
[00:02:18] Leaning his face into your mess of morning hair, he takes a nice breath and breathes you in, smells you, takes in your scent, and you can tell, you can just feel how much he enjoys you.
[00:02:36] God, you smell so good. He says he wants to draw you into his body even more. He wants you to melt into his arms, and it's easy to do so. You feel his strong arms and legs.
[00:02:52] But there's also a softness, a tenderness you know that he has in his heart for you. And you love that. And for a good 10 minutes or so, he just holds you close, loving you, nurturing you, making you feel so connected.
[00:03:09] It's almost like you're falling in and out of slumber, easily dozing off. And every time you come to, his hands are on a different part of your body.
[00:03:21] Your hips, waist, small of your back.
[00:03:27] But his head always remains close to your neck, near it, almost as if he could bite it at any moment.
[00:03:37] And because he's so perceptive, he notices that things inside of you are starting to stir, almost like a switch got flipped. Or maybe he's got his hand on A dial. And where things were once warm, now they're heating up a bit.
[00:04:01] He notices you're starting to shift your hips, trying to find that perfect fit where you can feel him right between your legs. And you start to feel that growing anticipation of wanting him to fill you.
[00:04:17] Instead, though, you're met with a nice muscular thigh pushing up against you in just the right place for you to nuzzle up against, press against, grind on, ride.
[00:04:36] Oh, he's definitely got his leg on your dial.
[00:04:40] You can move, rub up on it and pretty much use it as your catnip.
[00:04:50] But he's good. He just puts it there firmly, planting it, wedging it right between your legs like a post.
[00:04:58] And he knows that your body is going to.
[00:05:02] It's going to want to put in some work with him. Watching you grind like that, you can feel his curiosity peak. And he starts to smell you again, taking little nibbles or morsels all up and down your neck.
[00:05:19] Gosh, it's like he can't get enough of smelling you and being close to you this morning. What is that? You're spooning and lying on your right side. And you want him to know that you're there and that you feel him. And you love all this. So you take your hand and reach back and find his hands and trace your own body. As he glides his fingertips over you, grabbing a fistful of your hair, some nice soft kisses begin appearing on the back of your neck. Now they're warm, wet, full of passion.
[00:05:58] Why do these tiny kisses have such a profound effect on your body and make you want to fuck him immediately?
[00:06:06] He's very intentionally kissing the nape of your neck, your shoulders, your upper back, and it is sending chills down your spine. He's sucking on your earlobes, around them, on them, in them.
[00:06:27] Now your body feels electric. Sexual energy is coursing all throughout your body. You can feel yourself getting wetter and wetter, your desire increasing and your body opening to him and yielding to him. He loves hearing your sounds of appreciation, your moaning, maybe a little bit of whining, some purring.
[00:06:50] And it's so easy to spend time in this moment. No rush, no pressure.
[00:06:58] Interestingly, in the absence of any pressure to perform or to do anything well, you really want to get something going.
[00:07:09] Well, now you know that you're in trouble because you can feel your wetness all over his thigh. You can feel something that your body created that you're leaving on top of his leg.
[00:07:22] What are you excited for?
[00:07:25] What's he going to do? To you.
[00:07:27] What's going to happen next? He opens his mouth wide, a little wider than usual, and passionately clamps down on your shoulder or neck or right up by your ear. And when he bites, the sensation of ecstasy courses through your entire body. It's not something that hurts. It's something that takes you by surprise because it feels so good.
[00:07:58] Makes you unsure what to do with it, because your desire to have sex and have him inside of you just skyrocketed.
[00:08:06] You love every second of it. The intensity starts to ramp up a little bit because you can feel his touch and the way he grabs you getting a little more intense. You can feel the hair raise on the back of your neck, like this is something feral.
[00:08:26] He takes his free hand and grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling it firmly at the roots. When he does this, you catch yourself gasping almost uncontrollably, and almost like a splash of wetness just works its way down between your legs and yet again makes its way onto his thigh.
[00:08:49] How do you have so much wetness?
[00:08:52] Where is this coming from?
[00:08:54] Are you surprised it's this much? Well, you've got a nice rhythm going there on your hips. His hand firmly planted on your hips now, gliding back and forth and back and forth.
[00:09:07] It's like your little clit is on fire. And it needs.
[00:09:11] It's going to be needing some more soon.
[00:09:15] Finally, some silence, some peace and quiet in that mind of yours.
[00:09:21] Because once your switch has been flipped, well, that's when things go silent.
[00:09:28] That's when things start to get warmer and warmer. Why hasn't he put himself inside you yet? It's what you're used to. It's what you know. It's what you want and what you expect. But he has taken the time to really draw this out, to the point where your body is yearning for it and begging for it.
[00:09:49] You try to whisper something.
[00:09:51] Why don't words come out easily?
[00:09:54] You mutter something like, I want you, or I want you inside of me. And he pretends to struggle to hear you and says, what?
[00:10:02] What did you just say?
[00:10:04] Then you try to say it again.
[00:10:07] I want you. I want you inside. But again, until you very clearly articulate it, you can feel his drive, his desire, the pull for him to have you right then and there, yet the restraint that he's showing. It's a funny place to want that banter to go back and forth, that teasing and anticipation and building, yet also wanting to be filled so badly.
[00:10:36] Reaching down, he takes your round ass cheek into his hand, the left one and lifts it up and opens you so that he can wedge his leg in there just a little bit further so you can feel it a little more nestled against you. Well, now it doesn't seem to be such a problem to show him that you're ready for more.
[00:11:00] And so, after five or ten agonizing minutes of this, finally he obliges.
[00:11:10] What do you suppose he does?
[00:11:13] Gently moving his leg out of the way, clasping that ass cheek yet again, making space.
[00:11:22] You can feel his fingertips go down there and tickle you and tease you and rub back and forth, just sort of playing on the outside and gliding or popping over your clit. Oof. Resting just a moment there. To squeeze your hips, his left arm reaches down under your knee. You bend it easily over his arm so that when he lifts up, not only do your legs open, but they part wide, and the position gives him full access.
[00:12:00] And now, as if landing on the perfect page of a book, he separates your two pages with his right hand, just gently stroking up and down with his middle finger.
[00:12:13] And he's able to get his finger in and up, which kind of grinds against your anterior pelvic wall or the hidden part of your clet.
[00:12:26] My God, does this man have your thigh held open, a finger inside of you and his mouth adeptly kissing you on your neck Still?
[00:12:35] What a talented guy.
[00:12:38] And all the while, the tiniest hint of thrusting behind you, where you feel the head of him poking against you in different places that are right near the center, but not quite. Kind of feels like you're being ravished by more than one person.
[00:12:59] Food for thought. Multiple hands and mouths. But it's all him. One man, giving you all of his presence, all of his pleasure, all of his attention, all of his love. And it's all just for you.
[00:13:18] You're the special one. You're the recipient of all of this. You're the one who's about to get it. But you know damn well you can't spend too much time thinking about how special you are, because all you want him to do is, the only thing you want him to do is to be inside of you.
[00:13:38] In fact, we might go so far as to say you really, really need him to fuck you.
[00:13:47] But he doesn't. Yet instead, you get to continue to enjoy the dexterity of his fingertips sliding in and out of you, using your wetness from the inside to make the outside more slick.
[00:14:05] And there's that rhythm again, sliding back and forth and back and forth over the little tiny ridge of that perfect little pearl you're being very naughty, thrashing all around like that while he's trying to keep a rhythm. It's very difficult to keep a fingertip moving and working in the very precise position of where it needs to be. But somehow that pleasure keeps pumping and pumping as you grind on him. Somehow that finger is working its magic.
[00:14:44] What do you want? He says.
[00:14:47] What do you need?
[00:14:49] Why are you having such a hard time finding your words? Cat got your tongue? You know what you want, he knows exactly what you want, but you just can't bring yourself to say it. You're feeling a little shy.
[00:15:05] I I.
[00:15:08] You what? He says.
[00:15:11] Tell me.
[00:15:13] You're barely able to speak the words out. I want you to fuck me, you say in a meek and shy tone. Come again? He says. Oh, he heard you perfectly well, but he wants you to use your big girl voice. You have to ask for what you want directly. I want you to fuck me. You exclaim slightly louder. He grabs you by the ass and pulls you closer to him. Tell me again.
[00:15:40] You try raising your voice a little louder. You. You want me to fuck you? He says.
[00:15:46] Finally you concede and looking him square in the eyes, you say, I need you to fuck me.
[00:15:54] Ah, there it is. Slowly he takes your upper thigh and lifts it into the air, opening you. And you could feel how much he wants you because you can feel how hard he is. It's almost throbbing behind you, against you, poised, ready for action. You can feel the thickness of it poking into your cheek as he maneuvers himself into the right position. You can't see it, but you can feel it. And you turn your head towards him and offer him your soft pink little mouth.
[00:16:30] He leans in and you're able to share a deep, passionate kiss. You open your mouth, your lips wet, your tongue hungry for his taste, for that connection, and it feels so good to finally feel his tongue pressed up against yours. Your eyes flutter and then you open them for a moment and try to zone in and focus. And he's looking at you piercingly, looking right into your soul.
[00:16:57] It's like he's got you at both ends, so your legs are open, your thighs in the air, your head slightly craned back and kissing. And then finally, finally he takes himself and points his rock hard cock upwards right against your opening, so your lips are sort of nestled around the tip, hugging it, if I didn't know any better, drawing it in somehow, yielding, receiving, sucking in. And with the slightest thrust he starts to glide and rock his hips back and forth, back and forth, as if to remind them that it's okay to part as if to encourage them to open and spread. For him, this has got to be agonizingly ecstatic.
[00:17:58] You're wanting him to go in, but the tension and the build up is so good. But you're not sure how much of this you can stand.
[00:18:05] You catch yourself reaching your hand back there, squirming and moving and trying to adjust to get it to just slide inside of you. Is he keeping it from you? Is he teasing you and making it more difficult? What game is this?
[00:18:22] But he keeps his hips perched back slightly enough to where it never quite slides in.
[00:18:30] Seconds of this feels like hours as he just keeps rubbing softly, but not enough to open you all the way. And then something shifts in the mood.
[00:18:45] The room goes quiet and still and you feel your stomach drop. You know that something is about to happen to you and things are going to get really, really intense. Jesus, is your heart beating out of your chest?
[00:19:02] You can feel him adjusting his hips as if he knew all along what to do, so that the tip is pointed right where it needs to be. It's pointed up and in to you, towards inside of you.
[00:19:18] And as he starts to glide his hips forward with presence and intention, cupping you, holding you, squeezing you and drawing you towards him, he finally, deftly, assertively, with turgidity, slides all the way in and I'll let you take care of yourself and take it from here.
[00:19:53] Have a nice morning baby.
[00:20:00] Thank you for listening.
[00:20:04] You can learn more about the Closeness podcast and sex and intimacy coaching by visiting closeness.com thanks for taking a little adventure with me. I'll see you in the next episode.
